Purging Memories
Intimacy...It's such a deep and interesting topic to me. For the past few years, my teacher has been gently demonstrating for me and nurturing in me the qualities of emotional, mental, and spiritual intimacy, teaching... More »
Intimacy...It's such a deep and interesting topic to me. For the past few years, my teacher has been gently demonstrating for me and nurturing in me the qualities of emotional, mental, and spiritual intimacy, teaching... More »
A few of my IRL girlfriends read my blog, and one of them pointed out to me recently that there seems to be a lot of angst in my writing that she never saw in... More »
Okay, so here is something new for me: My beloved teacher and my beloved Sai Maa are together in Vail at the fall program, and I'm not there. Well, not physically, at least. In a... More »
After all the contemplating about going to see Sai Maa in October and then feeling like I really knew I was to go, and feeling more confident I'd made the best decision because of the... More »
Something so very interesting is taking place, but I'm not sure what to make of it... A few weeks ago I discovered that Master Nan Lu is giving a conference at the end of October... More »
This is an interesting question... I realized a long time ago that trust is kind of a wonky concept. To trust someone is to give them part of our power. I mean, like if I... More »
I think anyone who knows me would quickly (and rightly) say that I am a very feeling oriented person. I am, however, also a very logical person, and can be very skeptical. Things need to... More »
As I flew home from Denver early this morning, I closed my eyes to meditate and tears began to fall. It's funny because during the intensive I was great - no resistance (maybe for the... More »
So this last week, I've had occasion to think that I was misrepresented to someone whose opinion, respect, and friendship I highly value. I don't know for sure that I was misrepresented, but it looked... More »