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Cosmic Grinder

Posted on Jul 15th, 2009 by Spiritual Liberation : adventurer Spiritual Liberation
What an intense couple of months! I feel like I've been through a cosmic grinder. I feel today, for the first time since May, a little bit like myself (only better in some ways). But I also feel how easily I could allow myself to spin into my thoughts and questions and emotions again, so I'm being very careful. I don't like where I've been and what I've been going through. I have no desire to revisit that place, and yet many things still feel unsettled or unanswered. 

This past weekend was a Level 2 energy practitioner's workshop with my teacher. I pretty much started crying Friday night and didn't stop until Tuesday morning (okay, the truth is I pretty much started crying a few weeks ago...). We were cleansing patterns and traumas and toxins from our organs, so on top of everything going on in my outer life, and my inner life feeling in turmoil, my past revealed that it was still with me as well in many aspects. 

Ack, chaos!!! 

I mean that in the best way possible though. ;~) 
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