triggered

I am soooo thankful for this opportunity to grow.

I'm not so good when I feel like people are trying to be the boss of me. Yes, I know I sound like I am six years old. That's okay. My inner six year old is rebeling, kicking and screaming even- YUCK! GROSS! LEAVE ME ALONE! GET AWAY FROM ME!

I have never gotten past my 'childish' disgust for passive aggressive behaviors or my ability to see the clarity of a situation or the purity of one's motives in certain situations.

You know how kids seem to have an innate bullshit detector? Well mine is going off.

This is a great opportunity for me to grow and learn that it's not about me. No matter what someone might say about me, no matter what power they attempt to have over me, it is only true if I allow it to be.

Nothing is personal unless I make it so.

Everything is as it should be. Everything comes to light. I need not dirty myself in the process. I am bigger than that. No one can serve two masters forever. I am best served to pray for healing in this situation, to send love to this situation, to be light in this situation.

I will just continue to be me. I will stay my course. I continue to move into the light of my own higher self. I need no approval. I need no permission. I need no acknowledgement.

I am love.
I am light.
I am God.
I choose to know myself as that more fully, and recognizing this trigger in me is helping me get there. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for this opportunity. Without this experience, I would not know that trigger was still in me, and I would not know to heal myself there.